What a week, it was draggy.
The attempt of quitting smoking didn’t work, as I was too stressed up with the recent situation I had to face. It was about friends again.
Friends, friends, friends.
They leave for many different particular reason. It was dumb of me to trust another so easily.
What does friendship means to you and me?
In my opinion, which I’m sure it was quite true, it’s all about believing and trusting. Accepting for who she is, not wanting to change her, just for the eyes of the public. If you love her enough, why does it even matter?
At the end of the day, the quote will still say. For those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter won’t mind.
I miss my old friends. I miss the ones who accepted me for who I am and tried their best to spare time for me, spending those quality time together.
I may have my own flaws, but I do have my own good sides too. But it doesn’t take the whole community to notice, and I don’t mind about it.
Remember, the good comes with the bad, it stood side by side, like blood sisters, like husband and wife. So meant to be together.
Unknown friends may described me as a slut, but that’s only because they don’t know me enough. But that’s okay, I guess.
I wouldn’t even mind if words are gonna spread, as long as I know it’s not true. It’s not my first time anyway.
The only thing I am gonna look forward to, is being with my family , hanging out with my real friends, and get married in the year to come. Nothing else.
Thank you Allah for showing me true colors of others, for I have forgiven every each of them. And may they realize their wrongs and be better .