A mother

Things have been going too fast. While I am slowly taking my own sweet time appreciating, mesmerizing cute faces, kissing tiny cheeks ,palms and feet, I realized I am soon turning 29. The very last year I am gonna enjoy being a youth of 20s. I have been through too much, (which sometimes I think, well there are some others who are going through so so much worst phase). I am a mother of two and I am so proud with what I achieved and learned. I learned to cook for my dear husband, feed him with good food, serving delicious meals on the table (which sometimes I think he may have already picked his favorite). With the two girls, I would never trade them with anything in the world. They are perfect, even though some time they do prefer their own way, to think they are only mini toddlers! It melted us every single time seeing them finally loving each other and bond in some kinda weird ways, pulled each others hair for instance! But never once it bothered them because soon after that, they are back on feet playing together again 😊 Well, an experience I could share, once you had your second child, you won’t be as panic and stressed out as you had your first. I am not gonna be all cliché, “you won’t purchase those organic stuffs for your second!” Hah! I still do! I still miss how I learned buying baby food, reading every detail of nutrients and instructions to prepare. No many how many children, we still want the best for them. I still google for information, I still gets excited buying milk bottles, trying out new wipes, accessories, to go back pack etc. I am still on it and will never get tired of baby stuffs, because I know, all these moments will never last. Soon, they’ll start potty training, brushing their own hair, and choose their own OOTD. I will miss my online shopping buying the kids stuffs, pacifiers, milk bottle, milk powders, diapers in bulk. Now its all about you and will not be about me. I am still in the middle of decorating the girls room. Thinking of purchasing the mini tent, because big sister Dahlia seems to like pulling out our blankets and got us to hide underneath it, lol. The feeling of love I will never forget. This is the time when they will need us the most, wanting us to kiss them as much and cuddle as long as the time could hold. I will miss you girls, always and forever.